In my head today

This blog is a way for me to get some of the healing I need and to give a testimony to GOD. His love can give you a feeling of joy like no other. He will lift you out of the depths of sin to give peace and serenity to your heart and soul. I will eventually get to that part of my life but I feel I need to explain the rest of my experience first. Someone recently said I was leaving out something in my blog. If I have left out the fact that I was feeling rejected, hurt, angry, lonely, or even depressed before (or after) I started my drinking and drugging, it was because I don't want to make anyone think I'm stuck on a pitypot. I want more that anything to beat this addiction thing and God has given me the tools to do it. This blog being one of them. I'm sure other people will see their side of things a little differently than I do. That's why you can comment on here. I'm not angry about that being brought to my attention, I'm actually glad. It lets me know that there were others involved in my life at those times. I know that during some of those times I hurt alot of people and I hope they can forgive me for the things I did. GOD has, now I'll just have to wait and see if people do. I can't ghange my past, but I can change me.(with GOD's help)
My focus now is to get through today. If I can get through today, I'll deal with tommorrow when it gets here.